Dear Poppy – Forever & Always

Dear Poppy

Daddy will think of always and love you forever.

I will love you forever and always sweetheart.

I’m laying here in bed

It’s getting late and

You are supposed to be here

Cuddled up in bed with us

I’d enjoy that cuddle a little longer

Until I carried you to your bed

But I can’t

The unthinkable happened to Mummy and me

I look at pictures of you

At the memories we got to share

Memories that we should still be making

You should have come home with us

My mind goes to October

I think of the last time I held you

Close to my heart, safe in my arms

To you Poppy I say

I will love you forever

Forever and always

Through the memories we made, to the ones will never have

You’ll be in my thoughts

Forever and always

I pulled into an empty car park

I walked right to the Neonatel

Through a million empty halls

A maze that’s never ending

They tell me how your doing

But I can barely hear them

You just make my heart burst

I walk into the room

And I sit by your bedside

Holding your little hands

I sing Disney songs to you

And tell you I don’t want to lose you

I want you to come home with us

Where you would

Grow up and I’d love you  forever

Forever and always

Through the memories we made, to the ones will never have

You’ll be in our thoughts

Forever and always

No matter what

We’ll still love you

Forever and always

Then we get the news

And we begin our goodbyes

It’s not fair

Everybody’s crying

As the tears fall on the floor

She look up into my eyes and scowl your face

I want you forever

Forever and always

Through everything my daughter you will be

Through the memories we made, to the ones will never have

You’ll be in my thoughts

Forever and always

We hold you one last time

It’s almost time to say goodbye

My voice is crooked

As I say

I’ll love you forever

Forever and always

Please just remember

Even if your not there

I’ll always love you

Forever and always

Love Daddy xxxx

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